A Most Innovative and Humble Mother

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Mark 7:24-29

New International Version (NIV)

Jesus left that place and went to the vicinity of Tyre. He entered a house and did not want anyone to know it; yet he could not keep his presence secret. In fact, as soon as she heard about him, a woman whose little daughter was possessed by an impure spirit came and fell at his feet. The woman was a Greek, born in Syrian Phoenicia. She begged Jesus to drive the demon out of her daughter.

“First let the children eat all they want,” he told her, “for it is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.”

“Lord,” she replied, “even the dogs under the table eat the children’s crumbs.”

Then he told her, “For such a reply, you may go; the demon has left your daughter.”

from Frederick Buechner

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“The need to enter that still room where the past lives on as a part of the present, where the dead are alive again, where we are most alive ourselves to the long journeys of our lives with all their twistings and turnings and to where our journeys have brought us. The name of the room is Remember—the room where with patience, with charity, with quietness of heart, we remember consciously to remember the lives we have lived.” F. Buechner, A Room Called Remember, p. 6. Learn more at: facebook and frederickbuechner.com.

The Glimpse of Glory, a poem by Dr. David Johnson, April 9, 2013

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The Glimpse of Glory

South of Pittard Sears Road on the American Tobacco Trail, Gelsemium
climbing, yellow flower buds straining to burst open any day.

The air is warm, proving Spring is here, and hastening the growth of all
plants large and small.
Ulmus putting on its verdant green clothes of Spring, its new, tiny
serrate hairy leaves unrestrained by red-brown leaf scales.

Swooshing my hand through the Cardamine releases a cloud of artillery -
minute seeds of next year’s seven-inch forest.

The inexorable flow of time seems stopped at once when I stoop to
examine the tiny plants. Viola, Vicia and Veronica seem to be the only
blue or purple flowers near to the ground. Tipularia leaves lie flat
along the ground, their veined green upper surface hiding the surprise
of purple below.

The burst of life in the Spring reminds me of the cycles of life and
death of all beings, punctuated by the singularity of the Resurrection.
Plants die to seed, only to be reborn from the soil. Up from the ground
He rose, the Thief of tombs to proclaim victory for life.

Maples abundant, some with leaf buds just bursting, some with young
leaves bunched and unfolding, and still others with nearly fully formed
leaves, soaking in the sun. So many trees – Pinus, Juniperus, Cornus,
Fagus, Alnus, and more!

Surprise! An iridescent green tiger beetle flies just in front of me and
continues straight as an arrow. This capable flier is also known as a
fast runner. Maybe faster than me?

Skeletons of Lespedeza and Solidago conjur visions of long ago – well,
at least last year. How long do those brown dry bones persist?

I strain to perceive the pageantry of changes as day moves to night,
weeks pass into months, seasons cascade in multiple spheres of cyclical
glory, a complexity and beauty that gives me a glimpse of the Creator
who is faithful and true to sustain, redeem, and restore. Glory to Him!

How To Be a Poet By Wendell Berry

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(to remind myself)

i
Make a place to sit down.
Sit down. Be quiet.
You must depend upon
affection, reading, knowledge,
skill—more of each
than you have—inspiration,
work, growing older, patience,
for patience joins time
to eternity. Any readers
who like your poems,
doubt their judgment.
ii
Breathe with unconditional breath
the unconditioned air.
Shun electric wire.
Communicate slowly. Live
a three-dimensioned life;
stay away from screens.
Stay away from anything
that obscures the place it is in.
There are no unsacred places;
there are only sacred places
and desecrated places.
iii
Accept what comes from silence.
Make the best you can of it.
Of the little words that come
out of the silence, like prayers
prayed back to the one who prays,
make a poem that does not disturb
the silence from which it came.

Source: Poetry (January 2001).

The Swan by Rainer Maria Rilke

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This clumsy living that moves lumbering
as if in ropes through what is not done,
reminds us of the awkward way the swan walks.

And to die, which is a letting go
of the ground we stand on and cling to every day,
is like the swan when he nervously lets himself down

into the water, which receives him gaily
and which flows joyfully under
and after him, wave after wave,
while the swan, unmoving and marvelously calm,
is pleased to be carried, each minute more fully grown,
more like a king, composed, farther and farther on.

translated by Robert Bly

Love after Love by Derek Walcott

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The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other’s welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

As Kingfishers catch fire by G.M.Hopkins

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As kingfishers catch fire, dragonflies draw flame;
As tumbled over rim in roundy wells
Stones ring; like each tucked string tells, each hung bell’s
Bow swung finds tongue to fling out broad its name;
Each mortal thing does one thing and the same:
Deals out that being indoors each one dwells;
Selves — goes itself; myself it speaks and spells,
Crying Whát I dó is me: for that I came.
I say móre: the just man justices;
Keeps grace: thát keeps all his goings graces;
Acts in God’s eye what in God’s eye he is —
Chríst — for Christ plays in ten thousand places,
Lovely in limbs, and lovely in eyes not his
To the Father through the features of men’s faces.

Source: Gerard Manley Hopkins: Poems and Prose (Penguin Classics, 1985)

Shepherds Quake

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Do you recall from the hymn Silent Night that shepherds quake at the sight of the angel of the Lord who stands before them? Their response in Luke 2:15 is like so many of the faithful: they were afraid, and yet, they went anyway. They went with haste and found Mary and Joseph, and the child lying in the manger.

At the end of Matthew’s gospel (28:4-5), the guards and the women stand afraid before an angel of the Lord who sits on an opened tomb and tries to calm the women by saying, I know that you are looking for Jesus who was crucified.

Why are all these saints so afraid? What is so scary about God and his messengers?

The women leave the tomb in search of the disciples with fear and great joy.

Why, why, at both the birth of the savior and at his resurrection are we so afraid? I don’t know, but I know it is true. The enormity of the news is frightening, even when it is what we want, what we wait for, what we expect. A true prophecy is an answer to prayer and yet so alarming, so difficult to take, that one consistent reaction is fear.

Fear and Joy go together in God’s kingdom and these are the working out of PEACE.

Let it be so this Christmas morning. God has come near, to save us and help us. God is with us. These are the translations of his names and titles, Joshua or Jesus and Emmanuel. It is okay that God’s nearness, his advocacy and the salvation he offers are scary. I am not sure we are fully digesting if we are not at least partially afraid of these gifts. Today we can be like the shepherds, afraid and yet, we went and followed anyway. That is courage and will always be rewarded by our Father in heaven.

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B3 (Boys Bruegger’s Bible)

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B3 meets on Monday’s at 7:00am at the Bruegger’s in Durham at 1833 MLK Parkway (near Harris Teeter and Starbucks). All boys and men are welcome. Tomorrow we begin to explore ten to fifteen of the major stories in Genesis. This will take us through the next few months. We start with the 4th chapter which tells the tale of Cain and Abel–a farmer and shepherd. They were sacrificing of what they had to the Lord. God makes a choice about what is pleasing and what is not and we don’t know why.

Why is Cain’s offering of the fruit of the ground displeasing to the Lord? All we know is that Cain gets very upset. And he takes his anger out on his brother and I wonder if God might have said, Cain, this was between you and me. And you made it about jealously of your brother. That’s what displeases me.

Is your anger every misdirected? I know mine is. I’m blaming the wrong person and it is so often about my own self-loathing. God can take our anger, but we don’t get to lash out at others. If you are mad at the Lord, well, go on and tell God. You’ve got the makings of a good prayer. You won’t be the first or the last to honestly confess to the Lord that you are mad, but don’t blame somebody else.

how to enjoy the american tobacco trail

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Beautiful foliage at the American Tobacco Trail on one fall afternoon.  Durham, NC    Taken by Jaehee Park

We are not yet in this kind of fall scene on the American Tobacco Trail, but the green out there in September is pretty fantastic.  Get out on the trail today.  If you encounter anyone seemingly unfriendly, say hello, smile.  Walk, run, ride with a purpose as my wife says after her NYC years as a child.  Oh yeah, and you already were not on your phone or lost in your music.  Don’t be a victim lost in your own bubble.  And don’t be afraid to throw in a little fartlek, or speed play.  Muggers don’t like to run.  If you are really nervous, don’t go back the same way.  Find your way back on the roads and learn your Durham neighborhoods, not just the trail itself.  Did I mention, it’s always best to play with a friend or three?  Don’t be held hostage indoors.  Outside is God’s country and you need to be in it.

giving thanks

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Being pastor of the Tobacco Trail Church is like a Christmas morning gift day after day–you thought you might get it, you hoped you might get it, and still, when it comes to pass you are surprised and elated. Thanks TTC.

Worship at Solite, 9/9/12 530pm

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Haven’t been to church at Solite since Easter and now we come home with John 16 in tow. Imagining the world the way God sees it. Perhaps heaven is not some far off place, some other world, some mansion with many rooms, but instead, the best of what this world could be. I am hearing the echo of Rob Bell and NT Wright as I think on earth and heaven being sandwiched together, becoming ONE.

 

Worship today at 530pm

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82 degrees and sunny is on the schedule for today at 530pm in the grass at Dunhill Drive and the American Tobacco Trail.  This is close to the 6.25 mile marker.

I hope you willl join us and read the first 14 verses of the 14th chapter of John if you would like to begin to pray with the text.

Peace, Monk

T2R3 TobaccoTrail ReadingwRitingReflection — Thursdays 730pm

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T2R3    TobaccoTrail ReadingwRitingReflection   I feel so mathy writing out this group title.  Trick is we are more of a humanities kind of group, but don’t let that stop you from bringing in math and science to the Reflecting and wRiting and Reading. I’m saying the name as “T squared R cubed,” because it makes me feel smart and that’s always fun. You could always shorten to “TR.”

Below is the layout for a group which begins in earnest on the first Thursday in September 2012 and you, I mean you in the back, should prayerfully consider joining. This is not a burdensome consideration you are embarking upon.  You are free to do whatevs on Thursday nights, but we would love to have you in this new part of the Tobacco Trail Community.

The next two weeks we will meet at 730pm for prayer and planning and in order to get to know one another better.  We will meet at the chick-fil-a on 7836 Leonardo Drive near the intersection of 751 and Renaissance Parkway.  This location is just South of I-40 and the 751 exit.  We will meet on Thursday’s at 7:30pm and conclude about 8:30pm.

I am committing myself to Thursdays from 7:30pm to roughly 8:40pm, now through the end of April 2013 and I am looking forward to this season of ReadingwRitingReflection.  This is the next flow of what’s meandering through the Tobacco Trail Community.  Don’t forget that we still have B3 (Boys Bruegger’s Bibles–Mondays 7am) and W3 (Women Wine and the Word Mondays 7pm) and those groups are scheduled to continue with guidance from me and Virginia Taylor, respectively.  And of course, there is our primary purpose, worship on the trail on Sundays at 5:30pm. Locations are a plenty and we will be outside on the trail through the end of November before hopefully Alta Walk Assisted Living and then some of your homes in the new year.

Reading list and calendar: T2R3 Tobacco Trail ReadingwRitingReflection

Traveling Mercies by Anne Lamott (September 2012)

In His Steps by Charles Sheldon (October 2012)

The Seven Storey Mountain by Thomas Merton (November 2012)

The Meaning of Marriage by Tim Keller (December 2012)

Living Without Enemies by Sam Wells (January-February 2013)

Pilgrim by David Whyte (March-April 2013)

Take a break for the summer (May-August).  Hope to recommence with reading in September, 2013.

Notes:   In the spirit of the school year starting, I’m ready to go back to school, but just on Thursday nights, over ice cream, and reading just the right sort of books.  Doesn’t sound so bad.  I miss school and I want a slice of it, but just a small great perfect, sort of, no-stomach-ache slice of school.  You know that kind of slice.  It’s once a week with no attendance requirements, loose reading encouragements (though I’m suspicious these books will get me reading more not less), and an open mind to hear from others and then share what’s on our hearts in light of these masterpieces.  This may sound like it lacks shape, but it will happen every week, and I promise, just reading these books is shape enough, but there will be plenty of focus, biblical referencing, general life application. You’ll see.  I will be there weekly and you can too.  My experience is that when it comes to seemingly “churchy” “academicy” touchy-feely” stuff like this seems to be (though you don’t really know yet), the first thing people say is “No.” Or, “I can’t commit to anything on a regular basis.”  No problem.  We are letting you off the hook before we even begin.  But still, maybe you need, and more importantly, maybe you want a gathering like this.  God might want this for you.  This last part always seems difficult to determine, but try prayer.  It’ll take.  You won’t know if you don’t try.  I’m just sayin’.

Initial hooks: Traveling Mercies is a perfectly simple, complex, and non-linear way of thinking through faith. Reading the first pages these last few days has taken me back and forward and sideways in my own great walk with the Lord.  I just love Anne Lamott and you will too.

In His Steps is the classic how-to–do what the big guy would do (and has already done).  We can all use some WWJD, even if it makes us uncomfortable and we kind of need to rip on the premise just because it seems to folksy or evangelically.  That’s okay.  Read the book and live it anyway.  I’ll try.

The Seven Storey Mountain, Merton’s classic journey to faith.  I promise Lamott reads Merton and Merton would have read Lamott  if he could get his hands on such awesome irreverence).  P.S. She’s really not that irreverent, but some think I have odd rods of measurement.  Let’s see what you think.  This is one of those books you’ve always meant to read, so make November then end of that meant to season with Merton.

Tim Keller…we all need some Tim Keller and redeemer.com.  Can I get an Amen.  I don’t know this book yet, but I’m told it is not just for married folks, but for us all.

Sam Wells…it will be our communion with the former dean of Duke Chapel and I believe he and Marcia Owen can point us to a better way with violence in our midst (violence by us and towards us). Video link to a discussion by the authors. Virginia Taylor has pointed to this book being a great balm for us and our life on the American Tobacco Trail.  I agree and will need until closer to the New Year before collecting my thoughts more peacefully and delving into this great work.  Look for this book to be a part of our winter retreat at New Hope in early 2013.

David Whyte…since studying with him and reading his work over the last three years, this poet/philosopher is showing me how to be a pellegrino or traveller/pilgrim and I believe he will show you too through his new book of poetry, Pilgrim.  It is among my dreams to take those who are interested to hear him in person sometime down the road or even better, to bring David to Durham, North Carolina.

Final Thoughts: I encourage you to buy all of these books, but if that is too daunting, start with Traveling Mercies.  If finances or opportunity is a roadblock, let me know, and we will gladly get you copies of any or all of these selections.  TTC’s buying you a book is not an obligation to being at T2R3 every week.  Just take one to six of the books as a gift, but we gotta know that you want them.  We love to share our stuff.  Email us at tobaccotrailchurch@gmail.com and let us know your needs and dreams and how we can come alongside you.  I would like to utilize pinterest.com to post pictures and images of our work together.  I have pinned pictures of all the books on this pinterest board <T2R3 TobaccoTrail ReadingwRitingReflection>.  Not on pinterest? There is always facebook and twitter and those are great ways to share thoughts, make invites, generally have fun. You might try pinterest.  It has been a lot of fun so far and is a great ignition spot for your own art, books, writing, thinking.

This Renaissance Village is a neighborhood that will weekly need our joyful and hopeful prayers, because within the year we should have a connecting pedestrian bridge over I-40 (just a half mile East of chick-fil-a–map) that unites the six+ northern miles of the American Tobacco Trail to the 13+ southern miles of the American Tobacco Trail.  I hope that we can see the progress of this magnificent bridge as we Read, Reflect, and wRite in relation to these books and our growing relationship with God. Think of T2R3 as a month to month commitment, because that is how the book discussions are organized, but you can pop in and out anytime.  Come every week.  Come every once in a while.  Trying it once does not commit you to any long standing appointment unless that is what you are looking for. There won’t be a regimented reading schedule, just try to read the books a little before or throughout the given months and we will discuss what God is doing in our lives in light of these readings.  If you are writing in light of these books, there will be opportunity to share short excerpts with the group aloud and longer pieces electronically.  It’s very simple.  It may seem daunting and I can hear a touch of self-loathing, (but I could be mistaken).  I’ve already got too much to read.  I’m a bad writer.  Those cues are not true and doing you no good, but they may also, while false, be signals that this is not a group for you during this flow.  No worries.  But if you want to make space for this opportunity, come and bring yourself and a friend.  If you come some Thursday without a book and without having read a page, that’s perfect.  We are good at sharing.

Sincerely, George/Monk, pastor, www.tobaccotrailchurch.com

Worship and Rudino’s Recap

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On Sunday, August 12 about 15 of us gathered in the shade along the American Tobacco Trail behind the Southpoint Crossing Shopping Center. The temperature dropped slightly and the wind blew across our faces. We saw many folks passing by and some of them engaged us in a nod or a hello, even a high-five to a young man in a Ghostbusters shirt. “Who you gonna call? Ghostbusters!”

We read and preached John 12, the amazing anointing of Jesus’ feet by expensive perfume and instead of a brush, her hair. What a great image. When we see or hear an image, or sing an image like this one, we should just listen. Don’t interject. Don’t explain it away. Just pray and thank Jesus that we might witness such beautiful acts.

Then we ate food and shared stories at Rudino’s Pizza and Grinders. A good end to a great week.

TIME

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God’s always on it

What did the others (in Lazarus’ house) say?

If he had arrived sooner

He might have stopped it

But God’s always on it

Death and Suffering, Weeping and Shuddering

Shouldn’t he be preventing these things?

Isn’t that what we thought we would get?

The kind of promise that seems worth waiting for?

We get what we get

And it is good

 

Time

God’s always on it

Inspired by John 11

Change a comin’ at Duke Chapel

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Spirit is speaking. Things are changing at Duke Chapel. And I’m the last person to say leadership has been lacking or that this “change” implies that things were bad or misguided. NO. Sam and Will were/are good friends and great leaders. But things are changing at Duke Chapel. I believe that Luke Powery will thrive in his new leadership position. That Rick Lischer was in on the choosing, that’s a prophetic sign. I might just have to see what’s up at old Duke Chapel. That’s a high steeple church, but this man might help bring it low, down among the people. I might just go get fed. Eat first by listening to this sermon.

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Worship locations set through early November

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At Water's EdgeAt this link and you will find the locations of worship for the Tobacco Trail Church set through November 4, 2012.  That’s a relief.

And yet, changes may come.  But it’s good to prepare.  We will gather each Sunday (excluding August 5) at 5:30pm and we hope you will add some or all of these dates to your prayers and Sunday afternoon plans.

I hope you will join us as you are able as we celebrate summer and fall and all God’s creative power.  We shall gather from the Lucky Strike Tower to Solite Park and all the way South to O’Kelly Chapel Road Crossing which will occur next, Sunday, July 29th at 5:30pm.

Website is back up and running

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It’s been an embarrassing seven months since the last post to this site (technical difficulties) and yet, God has still been blessing the Tobacco Trail Church. I guess that tells us something about the inter-web (as I like to call it). Still, the web is very important for so many reasons. So we are back and hope to be here more frequently.
Happy Summer, TTC

December 24th and 25th

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Christmas Eve on the ATT
Saturday, December 24th, 2:30pm. Gather on foot or bike at the center of the cross (MLK and Fayetteville). If driving, I recommend parking at United Drive. Be ready to spread all of God’s Incarnate Cheer up and down the American Tobacco Trail. We will prepare gift packages and read the Christmas story as we are commissioned as shepherds (Luke 2:20) before heading out on the trail. Cyclists will go to the furthest points North and South and runners will go a little further out and walkers will canvass the more central locations. This is a great event to invite a new friend because we are doing something mobile. I hope you can all be there if you are in town. Include friends now, especially those who might be separated from family at Christmas.
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Christmas Day Worship
Sunday, December 25th, 6:00pm. Join at the Linney’s home for a casual worship and dinner. We will share in the story from John’s first chapter of the incarnate Word. Share your own stories of how you experienced incarnation in the form of material gift giving. God came to us as material and we can celebrate God not only in spiritual things, but in physical things–presents, each other, bread, wine and so on.
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Reading When Receiving New Members

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They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. All the believers were together and had everything in common. Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved.

This could be read for you.

B3 Boys Biscuits Bibles

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We are currently meeting on Monday’s at 7:00am at the Biscuitville on Durham-Chapel Hill Blvd 27707.  We are reading through Romans and on December 5 we will be in Chapter 12.  Will you join us?  We hope to encounter the kind of pensive Paul that Rembrandt depicts when the saint was in prison.  Check out Van Gogh’s Open Bible and consider letting the text of Paul’s letter to the Romans read you.